Kateri Francesca Alamo Zapanta ♥

Gandang babae 'di ba? Bestfriend ko yan! Naks. Haha. Tinatamad kasi ako sulatan din siya ng letter kaya ang ginawa ko, blinog ko na lang. Pangit din kasi penmanship ko. Haha! :D Nahiya naman kasi ako, nakatatlong letters na siya sa'kin tas ako isa lang! :)) Yung recoletter ko sa kanya. :3 Kaya ngayon, medyo babawi naman ako. Effort din maghanap ng pictures ha! XD So, ito na nga ipapakilala ko na siya. Obviously her name is Kateri Francesa Alamo Zapanta. Kace for short! Haha! :) Itong babaeng 'to, naging classmate ko lang siya last year. Paulit-ulit ko naman na 'tong nasabi sa kanya e. :)) At first, ayoko talaga siya maging classmate nun. Based sa mga naririnig ko, kesyo di daw maganda ugali, marami na daw nakaaway and so on and so forth. XD Kaya syempre, iwas naman ako. 

Hanggang sa dumating na yung 1st day of classes namin. Una, tinatabihan niya nun yung mga Chickas sa'min! Haha! XD Naging kaclose ko lang siya, bandang midpart na ng school year. Nakakasama na sa mga galaan, nakakausap na madalas.. Lumilipat pa nga yan ng upuan para makipagkwentuhan sa'min noon e. :)) And nakakatext ko na rin siya! Oha? 'Di ba ang galing? Parang noon lang, 'di ko alam kung anong tunay niyang ugali. Infairness pa,  nakapag-open ako agad sa kanya. :"> Madali siyang kausap, 'di ka nga maiilang e. Kasi magaling siya magbigay ng opinion niya and kinabiliban ko talaga dyan, ipaglalaban niya katwiran niya lalo na 'pag alam niyang siya ang tama! :> Idol ko yan e. ♥ Haha! :D Mas naging kaclose ko siya lalo nung Farewell Party na namin. Dun nabuo ang Mama'Chickas. Close ko silang lahat naman, 8 kami to be exact pero pinakamadalas kong nakakasama, si Kate and si Kateri. ;) 

So as you can see, yan po kami! Haha! Junior days namin yan. Checkers ang peg namin nung araw na yan. Finals na kasi kaya tinulungan namin si Popcdada magcheck ng papers. Bait namin 'no? :"> Kakaloka magcheck ng papers ha! Pero tignan nyo naman, nakuha pa namin magsmile & magpose. Lol. XD

Ito naman yung 1st ever letter ni Heartii saken. :') 4th Friendsary pa lang namin yan. Ngayon, 9 months na kami! Malapit na din mag-one year! Yeaaah! 26 e. ♥ Haha! :D Ma-effort nga kasi yan magsulat e. May 2 letters pa siyang nandito sa'kin e. Pero tinatamad kasi ako i-scan. Haha! Akin na lang yun. Basta, lagi namang nakaka-touch ang letter nyan saken e. :'p 

This was taken last September..Forgot the exact date! Haha! :D Basta nung nagcelebrate si Julia ng birthday niya nyan. :)

Ito naman, sa pagkakatanda ko, after CAT namin 'to. Tas ako babalik pang school kasi may ECHO-ICT Seminar kami nun. Siya, gagala na lang! Hahaha! :D

I'm super thankful na nakakilala ako ng tulad ni Kateri. :"> Drama? XD Pero, totoo nga. Dapat talaga, di muna jinujudge ang isang tao hangga't di pa siya kilala personally. Kagabi lang, nakapag-open na naman ako dyan! Wahaha! At ayun, may natutunan na naman ako. Before I end this, I would like to say na love na love ko yang babaeng yan! Protective sa'kin yan e. :"> Iyakin din! Haha! Pero, pareho lang naman yata kami? Haha. Alam namin kapag di good mood ang isa sa'min e. Bilis namin makiramdam! Haha! Ito na letter ko for you Heartii! Typewritten man, galing naman sa puso! ♥ I love you! To infinity and beyond. ∞

"Trust enough, but not too much."  

© Kateri ♥

Is being a PRIORITY too much to ask?

Sorry for being too obnoxious or posting random stuffs here on Blogger that goes too heartbreaking. Lol. :)) I just can't afford to keep this on my heart and don't do anything about it. So obviously my title is about that thing called priority. Well, I just want to know if being a priority counts as a burden for someone who would make time and effort for that somebody they love or value most. I've been through, somehow, several people in my life for the past 1 decade & 6 years of my life but still, I can't feel someone treating me as his priority.

Yes, there goes my family, my friends, any other people who loves or adores me just the way I am. But hey? I'm a teen and there comes a time that I want to be valued by that person who's got my eye on. I'm sure everyone can relate. Teenage years are really crucial yet fantastic in its own unique way.

Going back to the topic, I really envy girls who have those people in their lives that make them complete and not ask for anything more. I just want to have their life just like that. But at the end of the day, I realize that I'd still choose to live my life the way it is today because I don't know the reason behind their smiles. Maybe they're just like me. Trying to smile to hide the pain away? Haha. Yeah, I'm an over-dramatic person but that's the way I am. Blogging really helps me to recover to different highs & lows in my life.

Ciao! ;)

Frixion :>

FRIXION COLORS ♥

Just a little trivia about this amazing pen. :> Last Wednesday, I went to the Faculty Extension right after our last set of exams. Since I'm the President of the Pabinhian organization, I'm the one assigned to check if there will be absent teachers or if they will ever have a meeting and they can't go to their respective classes. As I entered the cold room, I saw the new Chemistry/Biology teacher in our school. His name is Sir Avie John Tesorero. Indeed, he is a good-looking guy. But that's not the reason why I blogged this. :)) I told him to leave the activities he will let the students do for the next day because last Thursday, QCA held a Science seminar for those who will be part of our Investigatory Project next year. So to shorten this, he will be part of it and he can't attend his classes on that day. After he finished writing down the activities, he saw me writing something on a piece of paper using my Frixion pen. He said, "Frixion?" Then I nodded and said, "Yes, Sir. Why?" "Well, my girlfriend uses that pen too. But there's a disadvantage using that pen." "Really? What is it, Sir?" I was very eager to know the reason. :D He said, "Yes, you could erase the mistakes using that pen but when it's exposed to heat, it could also be erased even when not using its eraser. That's why, it's not that advisable to be used." 

I was amazed with another discovery last Wednesday. That's the best thing on being a Pabinhian President or even as a member. You can always have those random facts that are not somehow related to the subject that the teacher is teaching. The conversation goes a lot meaningful when you simply ask. ;)

So yeah, that's all for my sharing moment 101. =)) *bow*

Bakit kung kailan okay na, tsaka bumabalik?

Silly eh? After 1 month and 11 days of no communication on Facebook, there he goes randomly chatting with me. I was quite shocked when I saw his name suddenly popped up on the chat box. He's not the type of guy that would chat with someone like me, whom he knows he wouldn't have a good conversation with. Why is he like this? Because of what happened yesterday? Dude, fyi, I'm so over you. =)) It may not look like that way whenever you're around but please don't be too confident that I still like you. It 's getting in my nerves. O_O I'm trying my very best to distance myself to you and I already said Sorry to you back on our recollection. But that doesn't mean that I'll welcome you again in my life. It's better for us to stay this way; less than friends. Just please, back yourself off. It won't help us to make the situation look like we're okay when I know we're still not.

The Last ღ

I am about to watch this video on YouTube entitled "The Last". Well I think this is really sweet & inspiring. :"> I'm looking forward to experiencing random Kilig Vibes tonight since I'm somehow experiencing it right now. :)) Actually I don't even know why but it comes out naturally. :| I recommend you guys to watch this as well. Join me! :D

Nearest exit..

Hindi ko na talaga alam kung anong dapat kong maramdaman. So yeah, our recollection is finally over. Andami ko lang narealize after our retreat. Sa tingin ko, mas napagaan ang burdens ko or even nawala pa nga yata e. :) I really want to thank Alagad ni Maria Seminary for that. Ang laki ng naitulong nila saken 4 & a half months before I leave my Alma Mater. </3 So yeah, I even apologized to my ‘ex-suitor’ back when I was just in my sophomore year. Grabe. Medyo nene pa peg ko nun. Naalala ko pa na ultimate crush ko pa sya nun. Haha! Nakakatuwa magreminisce. Parang kelan lang, wala pa kong pakialam sa itsura ko. Wala sa vocabulary ko ang pagiging CONSCIOUS. Pero syempre nung mag-3rd yr na hanggang ngayong 4th yr, conscious naman na ko. Kahit na minsan parang nawawaley poise. Pano naman kasi, ang hirap magpakagirlaloo ng over. Saya magpaka-careless minsan e. XD

Going back to the topic, naguguluhan na naman talaga ko. Parang..umiiral na naman ang insecurities ko. Well alam ko namang lahat ng tao may insecurities e. Pero ewan ko ba. Iba talaga yung feeling kapag alam mong may nauna sayo dba? Yun bang, di ikaw yung original. Parang pakiramdam mo minsan, rebound lang. Or even worse, ginagamit ka lang para maging masaya sya ulit. K. Drama mode. =)) Ehh. Nafifeel ko na naman kasi na..I’ll never be good enough for anyone. Parang..lagi na lang kulang ang nabibigay ko. Di ko kayang maki-level sa iba or mahigitan man lang sila. I feel like I’m an underdog! >,< Ramdam ko kasing may kahati ako e. Ewan ko. Magulo na naman ang utak ko.

Ok na nga kami ni past pero etong si present ko naman naguguluhan na ko. Di na rin sya nagpaparamdam. 3rd day na ‘tong wala kaming communication. :( Di ko akalaing kakayanin niya kong tiisin. Grabe. <///3

       

Yan lang naman ang gusto kong mangyari e. Sana naman atleast for once, matuto syang makiramdam. :(