All About Him.. ♥

          I've been dying to have a post about this guy. I wanted to put his picture here on my blog but I guess it would just cause certain issues since some people who are following me here knows him. Let's just call him, "Giant". I prefer that codename since his voice is so deep. =)) Ok, I already spilled it out. For those who really knows me, they know who this guy is! :P He was my schoolmate ever since my Freshman years. I get to know him through Facebook & YM. :) We used to chat and I could say that we're somehow..good friends. He was Kate & Kateri's classmate back when they were just Freshmen. He became my crush when I personally met him when I became their student teacher in Science. I get to know him even better during our Sophomore year. Things passed great to us and the time came when he asked me if he could court me. Of course I accepted it since I already had a crush on him! :3 And besides, it's somehow a dream come true to a girl like me who's just having a crush on someone yet that someone started liking you back! He's such a gentleman, I could say. He would offer to accompany me home and he would always say, "Ingat!" while flashing his cute smile. :"> He's taller than me..I think I'm just on his shoulder level. K! :P He's the concerned type of suitor. He doesn't want me to pass out on food and he'd always check on me. I appreciated all the efforts he did but sadly, every hello ends with a bittersweet goodbye. The day that I was about to say yes to him was also the day I saw him courting another girl. He's just a sweet jackass! That girl happened to be older than us since she's a Junior that time. I just couldn't bare in my mind if what he did to me was all a lie. We tried to fix that conflict. He said that they were just friends and knowing him sweet to all other girls, I forgave him. He continued courting me until one day again, I saw him change his relationship status on Facebook. He even called the girl by our call sign YAM. What hurts most is that the number was very significant to me. 21. I loved this number ever since I met him. Another problem happened and by that time, we weren't able to fix it. I just don't want him to hurt me again so I distanced myself. This story was 21 months ago. See? Until now! It's still him. And I think, it would always be him. :(

          As Seniors, we're now more matured of what's happening around us. Stories begin popping like mushrooms again about how he still feels for me and how I still feel for him. If I'm to be asked, no doubt that I still like him. Maybe I just had my attention to another guy but it doesn't mean that what happened between us was just nothing. I already got news that I was his first love. Well, that sounds good to me and it made me feel important to his life. :) I'm not just certain if I should entertain him again or welcome him again in my life. Maybe now's not the right time yet but I know that God will make a way for the both of us. Still hoping that one day..he might be the guy for me. 

I finally realized that it really isn't the same without him. :) My friends really know me. They always say that I'd be coming back to him and yet it's happening at the moment.