Sorry for disturbing you guys at 1:13am but I think I'm gonna burst out into pieces if I fight the urge to spill this out on my blog. Catchy title, e? Well that's me. Yeah I may seem so proud about it but the first two words just defines who I really am.
I didn't mean to be harsh around guys nor did I ever wanted to scare them away. This December, I finally concluded to myself that, "Yes, I am a certified interrogator." I don't know what's with my questions that make the guys go parry with me. Am I that a serious talker that makes them think I'm too much to handle? I first encountered this situation by my friend's suitor. I just asked him a few questions through text and in a short while I got a forwarded text from my friend saying that I'm such an interrogator. The next one I encountered was with my former classmate back when I was a Freshman. I asked him about the girl he likes and then as our conversation goes on and on, he told me that I'm like a grandma! Wth is wrong with these guys. I'm just asking dudes. :| The last one was from the guy who's courting my bestfriend. He said, "She's scary.." And I was like, "DO I LOOK LIKE A MONSTER?!"
Boys. Boys. Boys. When will I ever understand them? They also say that girls are hard to understand but all I can say is.. "So are they." Right at this moment, I'm chatting with Toby and to be honest he just made my tears fall once again. :( I just don't understand why he's only replying to me with this '-_-' emoticon. I don't even know what's going inside his mind. I really do want to know if he's still mad at me. The story started last Christmas Eve when I told him that I'm in my Uncle's house to celebrate Christmas. He asked me why didn't I invite him for him to be able to meet my family. Unfortunately that's the reason why he got mad. And right now as I'm chatting with him, he said that he's not mad. But I still feel it. I don't know but I have vibes. :( Please Toby, just tell me the truth. </3
I miss him..so much. :( </3 I hope everything will turn out fine again. I didn't mean to be rude to him because I was just purely joking when I replied to his text. I thought he'd take it as a joke. I'm so sorry Toby, please forgive me. :(
PS: Christmas happenings are all posted on my Facebook acct. that's why I didn't manage to put the pictures in my blog. :)
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